Is this a dream or is it reality?
I read the clock it's 2:00am
Schools out, people rushing
all around getting into their buses. I pull
out a handgun aim it at my head I count
down from
Seven.
Six.
Five.
Four.
Three.
Two.
One.
I pull the trigger.
I see my reality slip through, I drop to the ground.
the gun slips from my hand I'm feeling numb I smile
as the tears fall. because my reality is fading.
people are terrified it's insane, the crowd screams
like one does in a concert rooting for their favourite
artists. I see them crying not for me but because they
have to experience the trauma to see the blood leaking.
next thing I know everything is muted my senses are
senseless the principal sees me my eyes are fading
into darkness my body is cold buy my heart is still beating
Finally they all see me I feel alive but I'm really just dying.